#Throwback #Japan 

Kinda miss those days in Japan and I seriously think I need to plan another holiday soon. Actually I was intending to plan a surprise overseas trip for the boyfriend and I..... but due to his hectic work schedule, I do not want to end up booking dates that he might possibly be away. So yea, can never be a surprise (as much as I want to). :X Singapore's too boring and for some unknown reasons, I find myself stressed out. 

Just feel like taking a break... and have nothing to do with work for a while. For your information, I carry my work-phone with me all-the-time despite I'm ON LEAVE (or to be exact, even when I'm not in Singapore). Boyfriend thinks that I'm still young and I should train myself to handle stress more. BUT...... kay, hard to explain. Feeling unappreciative? Not sure if that's the right word to use to explain my current thoughts. 

I somehow tend to compare myself with the boyfriend. But I know I should not be.... because it's definitely not a fair comparison and unknowingly, I am putting on unnecessary pressure on myself. I guess it's normal - people should always strive to better themselves. Gotta sort out my thoughts, and think what's best for me. I think I live too comfortably- in a very stable job.... but it's just not what I want. 

I read this somewhere, and find it rather true.